"My Life Is My Message"

So today as I was getting off work with groceries, bills, and everything else on my mind; I got a text…My ex and me start talking. I love this man. He is my world and I never stop thinking about him. In my mind and heart I know I will marry him some day, but I did not expect him to bring up this subject now.

Im a 19 year old college student living in my own apartment with a full time job and might be getting married soon… im growing up too fast and dont know how to stop… -_-

thank for listening to me just rambling about my thoughts…

Once upon a time, there was an island where all the feelings lived: Happiness, Sadness, Knowledge, and all of the others, including Love. One day it was announced to the feelings that the island would sink, so all constructed boats and left. Except for Love. Love was the only one who stayed. Love wanted to hold out until the last possible moment. When the island had almost sunk, Love decided to ask for help. Richness was passing by Love in a grand boat. Love said, “Richness, can you take me with you?” Richness answered, “No, I can’t. There is a lot of gold and silver in my boat. There is no place here for you.” Love decided to ask Vanity who was also passing by in a beautiful vessel. “Vanity, please help me!” “I can’t help you, Love. You are all wet and might damage my boat,” Vanity answered. Sadness was close by so Love asked, “Sadness, let me go with you.”
“Oh … Love, I am so sad that I need to be by myself!” Happiness passed by Love, too, but she was so happy that she did not even hear when Love called her. Suddenly, there was a voice, “Come, Love, I will take you.” It was another feeling So blessed and overjoyed, Love who was blind and couldnt see who it was and just wanted to leave with the voice. When they arrived at dry land, the voice went her own way. Realizing how much was owed to the voice, Love asked Knowledge, another elder, “Who Helped me?” “It was Time,” Knowledge answered. “Time?” asked Love. “But why did Time help me?” Knowledge smiled with deep wisdom and answered, “Because only Time is capable of understanding how valuable Love is.”—- 

Couldnt have asked for a better birthday :) off back to my apartment in flag…now to pay bills and work hard!